"
mind I will leave it all
behind And through the hour
glass;Everything&#039 s
grey;Everyone&#039 s
One's again self explain line if you have read the books, Raistlin was cursed to have golden hourglass eyes that could see death everywhere he looked and so line literally means what it says " no color nor beauty could enlight my heart" because he saw everything dying: people, nature, everything was dying in his eyes.